Is there a hesitation to continue? Might a quick self-assessment bring a possibility that a repression of that magnitude could be unattainable?
Would just the attempt at the excursion be something you would want to try?
Imagine half the journey has been completed successfully. Would the last half be more challenging or less challenging for you?
Ponder the idea of being able to send the ‘guards of depression’ home because you have finally decided that from now on . . .
no negativity is allowed in to your being!