The more a person struggles, the less he or she lives.
You want a little vacation? Try doing just what comes naturally to you without consulting your inner GPS.
Trust in yourself totally for a while. Surrender to that inner ‘self’. See where your ‘infinite’ takes you.
Don’t pick a direction. Your path, your bliss, may be to the north-east. Listen for that clue. Don’t go west because that is what you have always done.
You can attempt to figure out your every step with human reasoning. The same reasoning that got you here. Just try using the direction obtained from divine association.
It’s a guaranteed improvement.